As usual, I’ve started something I’m having trouble completing.
Writing about our year-end lists is harder for me to do than I imagined. Mostly this has to do with the simple fact that most of the items on the lists depend on my being there, in Colorado, for extended periods of time — all dependent upon my mother’s situation and this possible pending arrangement for her care.
I just don’t know about that yet, if it will work out or what it will look like, and in the meantime, I have trouble writing about things that might not ever happen.
Admittedly, in the moment I’m in a deep funk. But I’m deciding not to write about the lists as I had promised. I just can’t do it right now.
Though I reserve the right to change my mind.
slave shae 
shae, please don’t feel any pressure, you’ll write when the time is right. Your many interested readers can wait until you’re ready!
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I agree!
(Although I confess, I’m more curious about Amanda’s list than yours.)
Write about it when you’re ready, and don’t feel bad in the meantime.
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I am sorry about your funk, shae. I hope things improve for you quickly, or at least your ability to deal with them improves. Do not worry about continuing your list thread. That is small potatoes, slavegirl. Just do what your mother needs, what your mistress would prefer, and bide your time.
Hang in there. You are a strong girl.
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Shae, Happy New Year. there are many things uncertain in your life right now being in a funk is almost expected. But as things progress you will do all the things that are needed. Sometimes we have to step back and be day to day or even moment to moment. Shae , you are strong and will be back to full time slave shae when the time is roght.
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